I was living in and with fear for a very long time, it was around me, inside of me and taking control over me until it took hold over my body, mind, and soul.
In August, I searched for clarity regarding fear!
I knew the answer but I still wanted to fix fear and brush fear under the carpet but FEAR kept bringing out its ugly head beating me down and trying to silence me.
Then 8 weeks passed by and FEAR was knocking at my door but this time it was a hard knock! It wanted all of me. It couldn’t get enough of me. The parasite was getting stronger and it needed to be fed.
I messed up and gave in! My body had a Venom that seeped inside of me! It had an awful smell! It made me sick. It made me do things that I couldn’t even imagine that I would do!
I was NOT myself because I allowed this Venom and Fear to live with and inside of me. This Venom was without fear, without repercussion, without regards for my self-worth or truth.
I had to cry out to the world so that FEAR can be released into the atmosphere!
I weakened fear so that I would no longer keep its bondage of silence and pain!
People questioned, worried and tried to understand the WHY?
Hmmm, FEAR had captured me for many years.
I was strong in the beginning and I was able to control fear until my body, mind, and soul couldn’t control it anymore. I was out of my protective zone and in its darkness.
Angst was my name!
FEAR will be dropped and Confidence my heritage will take over once again!
My drumbeat, the drumbeat of warriors, of queens, and of kings. The drums will beat louder, stronger and more powerful! FEAR will not have an option but to destroy itself because there will be NO legs for it to stand on or room for it breathed. There is no room for the depth of its Venom to enter inside of me.
I rebuke all that is of FEAR and let JOY, LAUGHTER and the drumbeat of life to take control of my journey.
The Naked Truth
P.S. This was my morning thought 3.23.2017
Don’t allow fear to control your life. We have an option to choose the light and find strength within the faith. Faith without work is meaningless. Stay strong in your faith of finding freedom and movement within yourself and your truth. Speak out about your story and release fear into the universe.
You’re not alone.
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Stay Bold, Be Blessed, Stay in your Truth!